I don’t know how much longer I can do this. I’m so tired of being alone. I’m so tired of sitting on my ass at night, with my dog watching tv. I’m so tired of looking at pictures of people, and posts about people doing stuff with their boyfriend or girlfriend. I think tonight just really set it all off for me. I don’t know what to say anymore, I act like I’m not sad, I act like I don’t care, and I act like I don’t mind. I do care. I am sad. And I really am tired of being alone. I wish someone could just come and save me. I know good things happen to people who wait, but I am fucking tired of waiting. I’m tired of being alone. I just need someone.

i could stare at you all day if i could. i want to look at you just to lock in my mind your perfect skin, your flawless complexion, and your eyes. your teeth. your mouth is just perfection. so many little weird faces you make are perfect, just making me giggle and make my stomach turn. looking into your eyes, makes me stumble. my words get all tangled up because i dont think anything could ever be so dark and perfect. im a sucker for dark eyes and dark skin..and you have both. dont even get me started on the tattoo.. i want to just study every move you make towards me. just being in your arms i forget everything else that im doing. my body goes limp and my mind stops. but you confuse the hell out of me in what you say..how can someones actions and words make me feel so many different things. i just want to lay with you forever, because who wouldnt want to feel perfect forever?